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Discussion in 'Archipelago' started by Pokemonmaster250, May 11, 2013.


The Gates of Horn and Ivory

Two Gates the silent House of Sleep adorn; Of polish'd Iv'ry this, that of transparent Horn:
True Visions thro' transparent Horn arise; Thro' polish'd Iv'ry pass deluding Lies.

  1. Pokemonmaster250

    Pokemonmaster250 I don't need a map of my dreams.

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    Well everything just about is blocked on the school filters, but will try this when i get back...

    i had a panic attack and since they took me to the hospital- i had to go on medical leave, and must wait until the 14th to find out when i can go back. They have a freeze on bringing in new students(unless the person is homeless) and medical leave students, but should be taking medical leave students back first. i am usually patent, but i really want to go back! lol It's been nice at my dads so it is not that, just want to finish up my basic electrical and do my advanced training already.


    i am fine, the panic attack was because i don't always deal with things i think. And i was bottling things up again. Finally got on some depression medication since going to the hospital, hopefully it helps when it has had enough time to start working.

    School was good other then last year i was told i could take Auto Tech as a 2nd trade, then this year i was denied. i did also get temporarly removed from drivers ed because of my depression, but that's ok. Was also working on TABE tests for math, and though i have my GED was doing Penn Foster HSD to learn things i missed out on when i got no formal education. i liked my auto elective, so that was why i was going to do auto tech since i thought i did good on those tests and would be nice not to pay someone else to work on my future vehicles. i had a whole plan layed out, basic electrical, then auto, then overhead line or underground wiring, then transfer for plumbing(which would go perfect with the electrical on my resume). Still going to actual college was next, and i plan to still do that after leaving Job Corps.


    i did meet someone, but he said he was afraid to start a relationship(pretty much he is afraid of getting closer and losing me). Of course if neither of us know where we want to go after school that makes it hard.... He is debating going back to Carolina or going to Flordia(to live with family in either state i guess), and i just don't know yet where i want to go. But it was confusing for me he asked me if i'd move closer, then later said he was afraid to start a relationship and something about he let his emotions get the better of him whatever that means. But he said something previously about his past, that makes me kind of understand it.

    i think that wraps things up ok for a quick update on me.... How has everyone else been..?
     
  2. Umaeril

    Umaeril -o-}}}X{{{-o- Staff Member

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    First, omg you are back, I am so glad to hear from you!!!! Why did you choose Archipelago, did you not want to post in Metropolis where everyone can see, or maybe that is why you posted here. So where are you, I mean which state are you in now? I am glad you got your GED and are going to school, that is great and just what I wanted for you. Job Corps, awesome! So and you are living with your Dad and that is ok? Where is your sister? I am glad you are being treated for the depression. Maybe that guy has something to do with that or was it just all got to you everything. I am so glad to hear from you Rayjan, I really am. I have often wondered about you and wished you well. Thank you so much for coming back and updating me and everyone.

    As for me nothing much is new actually, lol. I have the same job, the same husband, the same house and 2 cats. I have got a bit more weight which I should lose and we could do with a new car, but otherwise life is good and I am overall very happy. I hope the company that I work for does not go out of business, but that is my only worry.

    Hope to see you again soon!
     
  3. Crazy Dave Number 23

    Crazy Dave Number 23 Methodless Madness Staff Member

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    Good to hear from you!

    I am doing good myself. Just finished another semester of classes, and start back up again on Monday. I started weeding my garden plot today, should be able to finish it tomorrow. Then depending on if the weather warms or not, I might tear up the soil next weekend and plant my seedlings. Looking forward to my first corn crop!
     
  4. Pokemonmaster250

    Pokemonmaster250 I don't need a map of my dreams.

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    The sister i lived with is in another state, she's engaged a 2nd time, hope this one works out for her...
    Yeah living with dad is fine, though i need to get back to school and get back on top of things!

    i forgot which was which without the uderlaying text to be honest. :sweatdrop:


    i've been wondering about everyone myself.
    Good to hear your both well, i'll try to come in regularly while i am out of school but with filters i probably wont be able to get on when i am back.
     
  5. Umaeril

    Umaeril -o-}}}X{{{-o- Staff Member

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    I understand but it is very good to hear you are ok!
     
  6. Pokemonmaster250

    Pokemonmaster250 I don't need a map of my dreams.

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    Thanks, it's good to hear the same about you. :)
     

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