Sorry, due to the unintentional gravity of my response, I forgot to answer the question...I am also in a weird mind set from my anxiety medicine, which I haven't taken in six months. I also wanted to add, I understand your a leader, I am a leader, but not even when someone appears to be the very hand of dualism with the universe before you like Buddha, or the Christ? Many of the people who followed these folk as disciples where leaders in their own right, athat is why they where chosen. Ah, I am to relaxed, and thus too open right now. If you could do anything with the rest of your life and start now, what would it be?